Mad sung by ne-yo...(my own entry)

"she's starin at me and i'm sitting wondering what she's thinking. Nobody's talking becuase talking just turned into screaming. Now i'm yelling over her and she's yelling over me, that only means that neither of us are listening, and what's even worse is we don't even remember why were fighting. So both us are mad for nothing,this should be nothing,but we won't let it go for nothing.."
Why should I be fighting this war, when i'm just going to get hurt, and so will everyone else. Why fight when things are getting harder. We're supposed to be helping each other, in times of need. except were making up deals so that we could get what we want and not care whether we will hurt anyone or not. i don't want to hurt anyone, because its just going to tear things apart and it wouldn't be any use. Everyday people get mad for what? money,food,allowance, and every little thing we could possibly think of. Look at the world. It used to be so beautiful, but now is turned into a world that's so cold,heartless chaotic, and impatient. God created this world, it should be the exact opposite. And so one day God decided that he would show us how much he loves this world and us. He gae up his most prized possession. He gave up his only Son. That very day people in this world took all their pain and anger and turned it into mockery, and torment and put it on Jesus. He bled and died on that cross for hours, as people looked up with either tears or mockery. If God can sacrifice that much, can't we at least give a little more love, than just pain??

roses are red

Don't you ever think that you would ever get any roses from anyone. Well to my surprise i got a rose at 3:00 in the morning. Think its awkward not for me. that was the first time i ever got a rose on valentine's day and it came from my dad. It doesn't seem like a big deal, but it is. For the rose to come from my dad and it being my first one it shows that my dad does care and love me even though sometimes he doesnt quite show it. No matter who a rose is from as long as its from someone you care about and who cares about you is all that matters. It doesn't have to be from your crush, and i just learned that last night.